As I take a bite of my particularily bland oat meal (after, of course, doing my routine 25 morning crunches), I can’t help but think to myself…WHY??? Why do we do this to ourselves? Why do we eat little amounts of nasty tasting food while everyone else gets to eat whatever they want, whenever they want? Why do we slave away at the gym while our friends are having fun or our families are at home? Why do we weigh ourselves every day to see if we’ve lost even .01 pounds? Why do we sweat? Why do we cry? Why do we groan? Why do we struggle? Why why why why WHY?

I have to ponder this for a while…because today I’m feeling particularily discouraged. Since I’ve started losing weight (I started before I joined BuddySlim), I’ve lost about 9 pounds. However, I’ve been stuck at the same weight for about a month and a half. This is extremely discouraging to me, especially because I’ve been trying so hard. I’ve been saying “no” when people offer me m’n'ms (which…you will find out about me…is a HUGE deal). I’ve been going to the gym at LEAST 4-5 days a week. I’ve been training for a 1/2 marathon. I’ve been doing everything right. But it’s still not coming off.
So why do I even try?
Here’s what I’ve come up with…
I do it for myself. I do it for my family. I do it for my work. I do it for God. I do it for everything
No matter what, I always feel better when I’m making a conscious effort to stay healthy. It gives me a goal and something to reach for. I have to get up and DO things. I have to think about what I’m eating and say no to a lot of yummy foods. Every time I see a little bit of cellulite disappear from my rear…every time someone compliments me on how I look…every time I step on the scale and lose .01 pounds…every time I say no to someone’s graduation cake (and trust me…there are a lot of those going around right now)…EVERY time, I feel great about myself! I’m happier, more energized, I sleep better at night, I don’t say “I’m fat” as often….it’s awesome! I can accomplish more in my life by simply being more confident in myself.
So…the question of the day is…
Why do you do it? Why did you decide to lose weight? What will motivate you to keep going when you feel like giving up?
Thank you so much for all of your encouraging comments. Together we can reach our goals!
~Sarah Jade